Nothing can be accomplished with tears.
You know, its funny how I still choose to be nice to you after you betrayed our friendship. After our summer, it was so obvious that something was up with you and I when we were so close before and all the sudden we stopped talking out of no where & for what reasons? Is it my fault? I chose to reach out to you but no reply. When I see you or run into you, I am always the first one to tell you HI. Why can’t you greet me also? Why does it seem I was the only one that stayed true and really valued all that we’ve been through. You know I seen the good and the bad; I wholeheartedly had your back whether it was family problems or friend problems. Was I not there? It got even more obvious when I heard all these good things that’s happening to you but you choose not to tell me, not to talk to me when I was the one THERE through it ALL. You hated that house near CRC because it was a waste of money, you guys finally bought a new home and it looks nice? Good for you. I know how much of a hard time your mom had when she divorced. Your parents got back together? Good for you. You told me about the time where you were so upset about your parents’ gambling issues and spent the funding for your car. You gotta new car? Good for you. I was happy for you, I really was. I told you twice that I missed you but it seemed like you didn’t miss me. You tell me you’re so busy but how hard is it to hit someone up and ask them how are you? :/
It’s difficult to even communicate with you because clearly, it is never your fault. You had the nerve to get mad at me and make it sound like you’re the victim when you played in the shade throughout our friendship. You tell me you’re sorry but are you? What did I ever do to you for you to come up with such excuses, to say such things about me when it is not even true? If you respected me as much as I thought you did, then why couldn’t you just simply talk to me? I made you mad? When are you ever NOT MAD. Seriously, your temper is outta control and you say so yourself! I even tease you about it and we just end up laughing all the time whenever you’re upset. I didn’t wrong you, I didn’t talk bad of you. Your “friend” saw that I looked at you and walked pass you at the Library? Why the fuck did I even say HI after then if I was really trying to ignore you? Does that make any sense.. Shit, I can’t help that I didn’t really notice til I got out, I don’t come here to scout for friends. If ya’ll noticed me FIRST, why couldn’t you say hi to me especially when I told you the weekend of when you came back from San Jose that I missed you, where have you been?! Even there, I was the one to first say Hi to you myself! Then Walmart, I saw you and your mom? DID I NOT SAY HI THEN ALSO? I was being myself, complimented your mom. So what are you talking about?! Where are you getting this from? You heard I talked shit? Who can I talk shit to when we have totally different friends and what is there for me to say when I was the one who was STILL being nice to you? Are you really that naive? I’m fake? I annoy the fuck out of you? You expect me to go ASK for your new number when you changed it but like I said, it ain’t like I changed mines. Wtf is that… I don’t get it. I don’t get you. When shit gets put on the table, you still choose to deny it and tell me you don’t remember. I can tell that you’re frontin’ hard as hell by the way you were shaking. But even when I heard all those things, I still choose to tell you it’s fine, it’s okay, and even tried to care about you, your relationship, your well-being still even though I was the one who was sad. I didn’t tell you to take back anything because what is there to take back? I understand my wrongs, but to hear the truth, and how you really did mean to intentionally cut me off by hearing your reasons saddens me. It really does… I haven’t done that to you or anything in general for you to say all those hurtful things behind my back. I wasn’t even spiteful to say anything about you either afterwards. I could’ve, what honestly what do I get from that? If you can just imagine yourself in my shoes, you wouldn’t react the same as I did. I know you would probably hate me forever and go off on me. I don’t want to label you as a backstabber, but you did what you did. You hurt me but you know, I still wish you the best with everything and I still care about you. Thank you for being the friend I thought was good to me…
My handsome boy. ♥
The only thing standing between you and your goal is the bullshit story you keep telling yourself as to why you can’t achieve it.The Wolf of Wall Street (via nicky9door)
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" Who is he texting to ? "
" Who is she texting to? "
this will be me and my husband